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Originally Posted by Equinox
I would think that there would be better alternatives in the hunt for thrill in your life than to put yourself in deadly harm's way. Patriotism is one motivator, but you seem to just be bored with the daily grind. Personally, I wouldn't do it.
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I still don't know if it's hunt for thrill, or avoiding regret. I don't regret the knowledge I've gained, but I feel like I'm wasting away sitting at a comp all day. I already regret the last ten years, so am I not still on the path to regretting another ten? Feel like I have more to offer the world than just making porn websites. I don't really care about the money issue, (soldiers don't hardly make shit), the most important thing for me is not feeling like I wasted my life at a desk. If I don't do something to change that now, I probably never will.