Originally Posted by Pleasurepays

you are not "eccentric" . you seem to be schizophrenic among other things. that doesn't make you a bad person... but it does make you capable of doing tremendous harm to others due to how your illness causes you to misinterpret the world around you. you are delusional. today its the delusion that you are a great rapper thats going to get a record deal... tomorrow it could be the delusion that if you don't shoot avril lavigne, a space ship will come and destroy earth. you might not intend to harm others, but you are certainly at risk of harming others and yourself.

you aren't even capable of coherent speech.... maybe you should work on that before clinging to the dream of a multi million dollar rap contract and swooning mega millionaire pop stars.

you use this "music" as a release ... but what are you doing with your life in the meantime? most of us wake up everyday and work. maybe that should also be a goal in your life?