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Originally Posted by PenisFace
Thanks to both of you dudes. I completely nullify anything I said about the two of you previously 
I am afraid to fail because I see it as proof that I am no good, or that I am worthless. It sort of creates a loop of negative self thoughts that do nothing but make everything worse.
At the same time, this made me remember instances where I failed horribly, or royally fucked something up, but then came out better because of it.
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A couple things here, my friend - and this is coming from someone who lived with a gorgeous model who also happened to be severely Bi-Polar:
1. Ignore those fuckers on here making fun or being snarky; chances are they're just saying these things to make themselves feel better and cannot see the irony. Fuck 'em.
2. Depression is absolutely a chemical reaction, and it sounds to me - your internet porn board "doctor" - like you're not fully Bi-Polar. You don't need those horrifying drugs you see advertised on TV (maybe they don't advertise them in Canada?). Drugs like Abilify: "Warning! May lose use of your legs...." Etc. Stay away from that prescribed shit.
3. Stay away from good ol' weeeeeed (I know, tough there in BC). Weed feeds depression, making it worse and worse. Unless you're the type who has to 'bottom out' before feeling better, then by all means smoke away (and remove any dangerous, life-threatening objects)
4. Sex will help - a little.
5. At least you're not:
FatFoo
SeeandSee
MetaMan
The Demon
etc
etc
etc (and Mister Peabody)
Good luck. Oh - and watch a Marx Brothers film and try NOT to laugh.