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I am sorry to hear of your loss. My only tip is to let yourself cry and freak out and do all the you are feeling you need to do. You said you aren't sad for yourself? You are *allowed* to be sad for yourself. It doesn't mean you aren't sad for him or his family too. It isn't selfish to be sad and to cry and feel your own pain at a loss. Trust me, it will find away out some way or another if you try to push it down. Let it happen now rather than let it happen years down the line when support systems have vanished.
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