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Vince Russo · 09-13-2010, 03:00 AM

This whole epassporte thing has really got me down. After the Anal Hobbit run arround from ATM to ATM trying to withdraw money all I have been doing is drinking. (yes i am a clinical recovering alcoholic )
And unfortunatly I live a busy life with my kids Ive been driving. With them in the car.

Yesterday I had a horrible binge. I drank all day long. And I drove to ATMS all over town yet once again. (even after knowing full well this was probably an anal hobbit trick) The only one positive good thing from yesterday was I knew better than to put the kids in the car this time. This time (although it looks bad) I left the kids at home. Even though they are only 3 and 5 and it looks bad it was a good move in my part not to put them in a car with me. Last week pucking them up from school after drinking and running around to ATMS in the epass freenzy really put a huge cloud of guilt over me that non of you could understand.

IVe been crying all night. I dont know whats wrong with me. Why I went back to drinking after 5 years. But I do know im never putting my kids in danger again.

Never.

09-13-2010, 03:00 AM
Vince Russo So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: Atlanta, GA Posts: 339	Epassporte Has Shown Me My Failing with my Soberity.. Failing with Life.. This whole epassporte thing has really got me down. After the Anal Hobbit run arround from ATM to ATM trying to withdraw money all I have been doing is drinking. (yes i am a clinical recovering alcoholic ) And unfortunatly I live a busy life with my kids Ive been driving. With them in the car. Yesterday I had a horrible binge. I drank all day long. And I drove to ATMS all over town yet once again. (even after knowing full well this was probably an anal hobbit trick) The only one positive good thing from yesterday was I knew better than to put the kids in the car this time. This time (although it looks bad) I left the kids at home. Even though they are only 3 and 5 and it looks bad it was a good move in my part not to put them in a car with me. Last week pucking them up from school after drinking and running around to ATMS in the epass freenzy really put a huge cloud of guilt over me that non of you could understand. IVe been crying all night. I dont know whats wrong with me. Why I went back to drinking after 5 years. But I do know im never putting my kids in danger again. Never. Last edited by Vince Russo; 09-13-2010 at 03:03 AM..