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Originally Posted by Amputate Your Head
Then I too am crippled.
I am crippled by indecision, worry, doubt, injuries i have sustained throughout my life, immeasurable pain i have endured, people i have lost, depression, despair, hopelessness, anger, rage & hate.
but i will lie to myself, i can do nothing to change it, and that i am stronger for it. I will seek sympathy because no one understands me. I choose to be less than what i can be, because it's easier.
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Since '91...I have been all that I can be and...in my opinion have accomplished a lot. I have attended University and accumulated well over 200 credits. I have traveled the entire United States except for Alaska. I have traveled out of country. My passion is fishing and camping...I used to hunt but quit hunting some years ago...and I still fish and camp. I made a small fortune and have more money available to me than I will spend in my life time. I did all of this while suffering with severe mind numbing pain 24/7. I totally retired a few years ago...but still work at the computer daily to occupy my mind.
Once again I will state that I considered myself to be very strong or I would not continue to live for another hour.