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WE sure have all our moment when Time just stand still and you wonder when you are going to fuken wake up !
I was 12 year old at the time... My father had a sickness syndrome of many things. Lets jsut say a family thing with alcool and abuse in different forms..
I woke up one nite.. I could hear them fighting My Mother and Him... It seemed like a sec... Time just stood still... Built up adrenaline big time I felt strong but he was stronger of course...
Dammm I tryed to stop him but he was stronger.... I witness my father killing my Mom with his Gun... Just like that .... snap a finger ....she was gone....
Can't explain in words the memory and feelings .. the numnous.. the pain... I could not go back in time... That's how I feel.. I wish I wish... I would of or could of... becasue I felt the tension all nite but never tough he would actually do this...
It's like a video in my head continuously trying to stop this....
But ...Depending on the individual experiences like this can ruine a person life or may Grow stronger and a serviver...
I made a reasech + my experience and built prevention programme on Power Point Presentation Called
Family Violence: : I've had enought ! "
As a nurse I do conferencs in secondary school.... no need to say that My Animanted pictures,,, words , text,, role play and Me sharing my stories about my childhood makes a diffrence...
It's been therapeutic for me and for many kids !!! As in my own way I contribut ways to how to prevent and to stop the cycle of violence.
Helping the futur generation to be more responsible of there actions..
Everything in life happends for a reason... it jsut takes a bit of time to understand why !
Nice thread... THanks, Merci
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