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Originally Posted by Sarah_MaxCash
I am fairly sure you know this anyway but I have always liked you and enjoyed talking to you even from way back.
You know, I have been feeling pretty sorry for myself lately. I just went to my grandmother's funeral today. I have been over here in the States on death watch for the past month because she was suppose to be seconds away from death since then. In the end, she ended up dying on the 22nd...two days before the 6th anniversary of my first husband's death. Which, makes all sorts of triggery things for me.
Combine that with my current husband being a bit of a dick lately (but we are working through it) and that in any event I have been away from him for a month which makes it all worse.
So, thank you for your post. I am sure it was very hard to write but it has made me put things into perspective and sometimes I need that.
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Sarah. I've loved you for a long time. I truly appreciate your support. Life is fucking hard when you have family.
Even though I started a miserable, depressing thread - I am stunned by te support I have received here.
I have to go now. This is a bit overwhelming. Go Fuck Yourself? No. I can no longer type - there are tears destroying my vision.
I can type for months. Wow. Thank you. The support I received from GFy is overwhelming. I have to go.
P.S. - Agent588 or whatever. If I decide to kill myself, I will hunt you down and take you out first. As long as I decide to live, your life is safe.