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You don't get it. There's a reason your cousin completely ignores you. It's the exact same reason that Avril has never heard of you and never would care to. The reason is they're in show business. You don't hitch a crazy horse to your wagon when you're in the public's eye.
You NEED to get over the delusion that somebody is going to come and "save you".
Traviss, what you need to do is work on getting better yourself. You're never going to have normal social relationships until you make some serious strides towards getting better.
If you REALLY want to persue your "music", and honestly I don't suggest you bother because it's not very good, you need to first climb back to normal society. I'd suggest sticking strictly to your medicines and looking for a job. Get a job, get out of the group home and take care of yourself a little bit. After you've done that THEN try contacting your cousin.
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