I miss drinking like a dead brother. Been dry since 03. Every once in a while I backslide and remind myself how much of a junkie I am, how I never get drunk, just hung over (never badly enough to make me stop). I can't control how much I drink. If it's there, and I've got a couple in me already, I drink it. And I'll drink any mofo under the table, too. But that's not a good thing, just shows my body absorbs alcohol like a sponge when I should be on my knees from the poison. I'm sure you know what I mean.
So here's what I do: work out, a lot, and play the guitar. Amazing what you can accomplish when you claim some hours back from addiction. And I smoke a lot of pot.
One day at a time, brother, you can do it. If you can't it's time to find an AA meeting you can stand (I'm still looking).
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"Gonna scare you up and shoot you
Cause Mister Charlie told me so"
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