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I understand what you're saying. My vice that has to go is smoking. i have tried and failed, repeatedly, always because I wind up drinking. As soon as i drink I need to smoke. So not too long ago I decided to stop drinking this time too. So now I'm not smoking, not drinking. I ave a piss test coming up before spring season begins on the rails, so I'm not smoking weed. The Jew Cat has essentially gone completely straight edge. I live in a fucking resort town where all anyone does is party, so in the same way that I have to avoid drinking to avoid smoking, I now I have to avoid people a lot more to avoid falling anywhere into my chain of vices. All the spare time is blowing my fucking brain to pieces. I should put that time towards something productive, but instead I just sink it into playing Black Ops, which is getting boring fast. I really need summer to get here so I can get doing some fishing, hiking and outdoorsy shit again. I hate the winter cold...
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