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MrMaxwell · 05-16-2011, 12:55 PM

Shit has been a lot TOUGHER up here... but it MAKES SENSE.. I can survive anything. That one horse town made zero sense and was a mental torture nightmare. I am shocked and amazed that I didn't drink myself to death there or m**der one of those hysterically negative cock blocking motherfucking cock sucking pussy eating prankster ass bitches.

Shit ain't easy at all up here, but I have a CHANCE. And that is all I ever asked for.

Things MAKING SENSE makes the difference. A few days ago my only car started fucking up. Without that piece of shit I am FUCKING FUCKED. But I realized, hey, if your piece of shit car breaks down it's because you didn't make any sales and you're poor.

That makes sense. I can deal with that if I have to walk down the road. Even if I have to stay with some lady friend for a week or two. (I abhore the idea of living with one of my lady friends)

The point is, I wasn't running from me. I love myself. And I can survive anything if it's not Hutchinson fucking Kansas.

I can drive by a liquor store and not have my cock start drooling at the thought of buying a bottle. I literally use to get horny for ALCOHOL!! I chose drinking over seeing women, when I was there!!

NOW I am having at least one blowjob a day, spanking some beautiful foxy female ass, fucking better and my health is coming back (mentally and physically - I'm coming back!)

Don't ever discount the idea of a change of scenery. No, you can't run from you BUT you CAN take yourself out of a BAD ENVIRONMENT and it WILL HELP!!!

I'm broke and afraid of what will happen because of not having enough, but I am okay, now. Inner peace means everything. I know that I can make it, now.

05-16-2011, 12:55 PM
MrMaxwell Too lazy to set a custom title Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2005 Posts: 10,057	You can't run from your problems.. but I'm a month sober because I moved Shit has been a lot TOUGHER up here... but it MAKES SENSE.. I can survive anything. That one horse town made zero sense and was a mental torture nightmare. I am shocked and amazed that I didn't drink myself to death there or m**der one of those hysterically negative cock blocking motherfucking cock sucking pussy eating prankster ass bitches. Shit ain't easy at all up here, but I have a CHANCE. And that is all I ever asked for. Things MAKING SENSE makes the difference. A few days ago my only car started fucking up. Without that piece of shit I am FUCKING FUCKED. But I realized, hey, if your piece of shit car breaks down it's because you didn't make any sales and you're poor. That makes sense. I can deal with that if I have to walk down the road. Even if I have to stay with some lady friend for a week or two. (I abhore the idea of living with one of my lady friends) The point is, I wasn't running from me. I love myself. And I can survive anything if it's not Hutchinson fucking Kansas. I can drive by a liquor store and not have my cock start drooling at the thought of buying a bottle. I literally use to get horny for ALCOHOL!! I chose drinking over seeing women, when I was there!! NOW I am having at least one blowjob a day, spanking some beautiful foxy female ass, fucking better and my health is coming back (mentally and physically - I'm coming back!) Don't ever discount the idea of a change of scenery. No, you can't run from you BUT you CAN take yourself out of a BAD ENVIRONMENT and it WILL HELP!!! I'm broke and afraid of what will happen because of not having enough, but I am okay, now. Inner peace means everything. I know that I can make it, now.