Level it, let it go... For a couple of years I hated everything and would curse and get real mad and
and then a week before I decided to move I also decided to let that go. It is so easy to be "that kind of asshole" for the rest of your life.
I haven't been a pissed off hateful asshole for a little over a month now and I'm loving it!! If you are in an environment full of people and things that make you enraged, move!!! It is so worth it.
The drivers here are ten times better, the air is better, there are plenty of blowjobs EVERY day, people aren't as stupid... I remember now how happy I can actually be. I SO look forward to how amazing it'll be moving to somewhere real!!
I am not even out of Kansas (and can't be until my grandmother is dead) and I'm still so much happier just moving 40 minutes away!! And my temper is so cooled off, too, just today this idiot cut me off in traffic and started screaming out his window at me...
The old me came up for a second and was going to say I'LL DRIVE THIS CAR RIGHT OVER YOUR FUCKIN' HEAD, PAL!!! but then I just let him do his screaming and make his turn and I let it go
I'm not even mad
It is so much better of a way to live
From hate and negativity to a completely positive attitude ... Attitude MAKES the difference. I am not saying to become some kind of a hippie pretty boy, just settle down with the temper.
I haven't broken my cell phone in ALMOST TWO MONTHS which is a RECORD for me!!