I don't think I can put it off, any longer.
Now, here I am going to be out talking to a bunch of white people... trying to seem like I'm white, and I do have the skin for it.... but for YEARS now I have not interacted with people
I use to be a helluva salesman, here .. If anyone else took a few years off and had to go back out, I'd love to hear how you handled it
I'm a paranoid and I think everyone is trying to do something bad to me, and I am scared of the most non threatening people (like white collar white people) for some reason..
Moving has been great - all I do here is cum in my lady friends mouth and eat a lot and watch television - but I am bored with not going out and doing something and I want more money for a better car and a house - so I need to just force myself back out there
Any ideas are appreciated!!! Thanks
