I moved up to Wichita and was going to stay in that ValuePlace for a few months (it's cheap, but I love it there and it only costs $600/mo) and focus on getting back out selling and stack some money up...
Also was going to do some things I couldn't do in the other place.. play poker, have a bunch of women blow me, etc.. Right
So what do I do, I meet this lady, she has impressed me to death with being so sweet, intelligent, talented and sucking cock amazingly well.. right... so we end up living together and the apartment is pretty nice, even have access to the hot tub and pool
For me I guess it's probably a pretty good deal.. I paid for $500 or so worth of stuff (bills, food, etc) instead of paying the $600 for the room I was staying in
So now she suddenly needed medical tests and has been too sick to work much.. her most recent paycheck is $200. $200!! And the rent is due AGAIN for $610 along with all of the utilities AND her car needs a battery
Me, I was going to use my extra money this time to buy promo materials and get my website back up so I can FINALLY get out selling
I have been too focused on my woman and HER issues and have conveniently let mine "ride". . . (Just another good excuse - I have made many the past few years)
The most annoying part is the property we live in was recently sold (18 apartment buildings) and the new manager is a cruella deville type of a horrible woman... She talked to my woman like a dog, pounded our door made no formal introduction, what a bitch
I'll make sure that the bitch regrets fucking with me... she hasn't managed to make it personal.. but there will be consequences.. I tend to make things happen and as a regional manager she's got something to lose
How dare that bitch come use slumlord speak at a sweet loving little woman like my woman
Anyway
I'm pretty frustrated right now
Not to mention being sick has caused my woman to not be able to listen very well, or remember things too well. As many of you know I only see submissives. I'm use to a woman doing what she is told and remembering what she's not supposed to do. I see her TRYING - but it's just - SO - frustrating lately
I've cut her A LOT of slack but trying to watch that I don't let her ride it, you know??
Definitely making sure that I don't become a money sucker. But every month here saves me $600++, and I'm on a better end of town, so if I have to pony up some bucks it's okay. What I TOLD her is that I will give her half of the rent for staying here, but that is all I will do on a regular basis.
I'm more use to women flying me here, driving me there, buying me this, buying me that... so she's really very lucky that I have paid for so much as I have. I've definitely been very very helpful to her in many ways, too.
I DO NOT want a woman to carry me and I'm not wanting to go back to the ones who want to buy me... but god damn, on the other side of the coin, I don't want my woman to be broke, either.
Everything is SO GOD DAMNED FRUSTRATING right now
Then grandma calls me, they raised my house payment and I have a big list of groceries I need for you to bring me... sure, right away grandma, you gave everything you had to my crooked cousin even though I been down for you from day ONE ... but sure, I don't want him to miss any payments on his Lexus that cost more than your HOUSE (I didn't say all of that - but god damn if I didn't want to)
Then mom calls and "my medicine costs $xx and $x" ... and I really can't say much, because for the first time EVER - she's been paying some bills for grandma for a few months and NOT terrorizing her (she lives with her)
I need a drink
Funny how when you need one the worst is the worst time to have one
But at least I am not in HUTCHINSON KANSAS... being anywhere in Kansas makes me thirsty for some everclear or vodka or rum ... but I can maintain when I ain't in THAT TOWN
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