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It's so fucked up I've fixed everyones life I've ever known and then I can't fix mine
The more I try to do right the worse things get
Sometimes I think the only time I can feel right is with a bottle in one hand and a cigarette in the other - I've done AMAZINGLY well about not drinking for a few months and only smoke about once a day ... But damn
I think I am doing right just seeing one woman, too, but damn it's tough some times. I feel like I should not even talk to all of my lady friends anymore out of respect to my woman (I am old skool) but I miss that some times
Well all they did was use me .. sure they bought this and that and took me here and there but only because they wanted the spankings and the sex and everything
I just don't know sometimes
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