But can't make any waves because the new management of the building hates my woman.. we don't know why, the horrible old cruella deville looking woman came to the door one day barking at my woman ... was terribly rude .. etc .. didn't even introduce herself as the new management
So I can't make waves
But all god damned day this trailer garbage upstairs has his shit turds running around like the place is literally going to fall down... It makes my nerves like this
That one guy on here was right. I need something to occupy my days with so this won't even be a problem. Right now I am practicing the "change the way you react to it" and be more disciplined .... I realize that 99% of my nerves is how *I* react to something
I am great under pressure and it takes a lot to piss me of.. but god damn.... this trailer garbage doesn't belong here. We pay quite a bit more than the average apartment here in Wichita...
When I have money again I would not want to be this clown up there.... I am considering billing him for every time I jump out my chair because of a huge sudden BLAM noise. Once I'm holding paper on him I can sell it to someone and.. well you know the result... I just don't even know anyone to sell it to and I can't afford to directly deal with it
And then again can't make waves either
Sigh
I got to find something to get out and do that is productive every day
