Folks, LP offered to send me some money till I get the money. Good fucken guy. I was totally wrong in what i said. He was just being in a gfy mood and I was dead serious and I went overboard.
Sorry LP. I am ok I will have at least $100 till the first even if NAM doesnt pay. Really that is good. i have had times when I was broke till next period ends.

I am doing better guys.
Thanks LP for perhaps the kindest thing anyone ever did for but I just want what is owed. I will make it fine till the first either way.
I went one period back a couple months with no beer. Now I have 36 bottles to get my by till 8-1. I am doing better.
But that is the nicest thing a stranger ever did. Well Serge sent me 1K for nothing one time but other than that.
Thanks man. My apologies.