I wanted to be a Train Engineer and drive a train - until I saw a simulator that showed how fucking boring it was.
Then I got a Commodore 64 when I was 13, and wanted to make video games for a living. Eventually, I worked my way to one of the top programmers at Sony Computer Entertainment. 25 years of video game development later I finally got bored with that and now I have no idea what I want to do.
Oh oh, when I was 16 I saw a porno and thought "You mean you can do that for a living?". Seriously, I did, and still do want to be a porn actor - I don't even care how many movies I get to do. I have tried it, and tried it, but like most guys, I can't perform "on cue".
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