Originally Posted by iwantchixx

garce.

Listen carefully. As hard as it may be to swallow what has happened right now. This is NOT your fault.

Sure some things you have done and inadvertently exposed the situation to may have been 'mini' buildg blocks to his death but how are you to know that? yes you'll carry some guilt towards yourself in this but it isNOT your fualt he went over the edge. he wanted to post these things in his blog. Te attention was brought to himself by his postngs and problems in life. Key point is, inadvertent reactions are beyond your control when you really didn't know any better. he wanted the attention, you gave him an outlet. As in his postings, you an see he had this planned already.

he wanted the outlet, you gave him his outlet, its not your fault he decided to end his life as he said he would ebfore the drama about the blog started.

I have a friend who is quite mentally ill that I have finally decided to cut my ties with permanantly. Sure he could go of the edge as he was VERY close to me, my dauhter and my girlfriend but sometimes actions lead to reactions that are beyond my own control with my action of severing the ties. if something happens, it is NO my fault but i would feel guilt none-the-less.

Take it easy and take the time to be there for your aunt.