It is hard to explain. My friends had no idea. Noone did. I was masculine. I didnt really want to be seen. But I wanted to know what it was like.
That is it. What it is LIKE. To feel sexy. Maybe cause guys and girls wanted me and I wanted to know if could compete.
What I found: I was an ugly babe LOL I have man features and a big guy. But I found out what it was LIKE.
This is good therapy.
When you see a babe YOUNG guys in beautiful boots or nice clothes do you want to always be in a suit? If you do then move on this thread is not for you.
If you want to be more erotic cause you feel sexy too YOUNG guys then you know what I mean. I dont expect you to say it here. I will talk for you.
It is why Motley Crue and bands like Bon Jovi became endrogenous. This was my gen and we felt the urge. Same with long hair in a way.