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Vjo · 09-16-2011, 11:11 PM

Still up 30 hours+ now.

I just cant believe it happened. I know it happened but I find myself in a bit of shock over what I seen today. I guess after 11 years I feel like he should still be around.

I never thought he would die. I guess I miss him. And I feel bad for him.

This is harder than I thought.

I nodded off a couple times for a moment while reading GFY. If I go to my bed. I cant lay down. I feel like a parent who needs to do something. TV helps and maybe I will take some Nyquil. Think I have some.

I know he aint coming back. He was prob my best friend really and it is tough.

I keep wondering what the hell happened. I wonder if it could of been a pellet gun or a bullet. But it wasnt. The hole was the size of a cat fang initially.

Why is there only one puncture wound? If he got bit why are there not 2 fang marks. Poss he only was punctured by one fang.

I did what I could do. Too bad he could not have been more concious or in less agony so I could have said goodbye.

Would have getting him to the emerg vet 5-6 hours earlier made a diff. I don't think so. I didnt realize he was that bad. The emerg nurse told me to wait till morning if he was breathing ok and getting his air which he was.

I guess there are a lot of questions that will never be answered.

I think the pus build up may have killed him. He had a lot of pus in his mouth and it kept getting worse. Did he suffocate or just die. I think he just died as he did not really seem like he was struggling for air at the very end.

One sec he is wheezing. The next he jumps around for just one second. Then he is completly still and no more wheezing. His paws moved just a tinch one time 2 seconds later. That was all he moved. He did not seem to suffocate. But you wonder.

Maybe the trip to the vet was a lot of stress and that put him over the edge.

These are the things that go thru my head. I guess this is normal. I think maybe I have some trauma.

I dont expect an answer. I just need to say these things. Then I can read this and maybe feel better.

Maybe I'll post some pics. Prob not now tho. My body is too tired. But my mind wont let go.

09-16-2011, 11:11 PM
Vjo So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Happy 4th of July :) Posts: 6,082	Still up 30 hours+ now. I just cant believe it happened. I know it happened but I find myself in a bit of shock over what I seen today. I guess after 11 years I feel like he should still be around. I never thought he would die. I guess I miss him. And I feel bad for him. This is harder than I thought. I nodded off a couple times for a moment while reading GFY. If I go to my bed. I cant lay down. I feel like a parent who needs to do something. TV helps and maybe I will take some Nyquil. Think I have some. I know he aint coming back. He was prob my best friend really and it is tough. I keep wondering what the hell happened. I wonder if it could of been a pellet gun or a bullet. But it wasnt. The hole was the size of a cat fang initially. Why is there only one puncture wound? If he got bit why are there not 2 fang marks. Poss he only was punctured by one fang. I did what I could do. Too bad he could not have been more concious or in less agony so I could have said goodbye. Would have getting him to the emerg vet 5-6 hours earlier made a diff. I don't think so. I didnt realize he was that bad. The emerg nurse told me to wait till morning if he was breathing ok and getting his air which he was. I guess there are a lot of questions that will never be answered. I think the pus build up may have killed him. He had a lot of pus in his mouth and it kept getting worse. Did he suffocate or just die. I think he just died as he did not really seem like he was struggling for air at the very end. One sec he is wheezing. The next he jumps around for just one second. Then he is completly still and no more wheezing. His paws moved just a tinch one time 2 seconds later. That was all he moved. He did not seem to suffocate. But you wonder. Maybe the trip to the vet was a lot of stress and that put him over the edge. These are the things that go thru my head. I guess this is normal. I think maybe I have some trauma. I dont expect an answer. I just need to say these things. Then I can read this and maybe feel better. Maybe I'll post some pics. Prob not now tho. My body is too tired. But my mind wont let go. Last edited by Vjo; 09-16-2011 at 11:25 PM..