Still waiting on an intl wire from Cyprus. Sent sometime towards the end of last week - due anytime. It must come thru soon. GFY has always brought me luck. I am hoping it can "make" this wire come thru before the weekend.
So far this month:
- I missed a critical payment on 9-1 due to (a certain payment company) not allowing my sponsor to load from their new bank. This was the beginning of a disasterous month.
- My best friend was killed on 9-16. My cat and best friend of 11 1/2 years, Lucky. He got bit in the neck and could not beat the infection. I watched him die on the way to the vet. He went out fairly easily thank God. Thanks to everyone who was so kind in that thread. Over 40 "strangers" wished me best. It really helped.
- I developed what I believe was an arterial nose bleed twice. The first time I lost almost a pint of blood. I could not stop it for 15-20 mins and blood was going down my throat fast. There wasnt time to get an ambulance. I had to stop it and finally did by shoving paper towels up my nose as hard as I could. Blood all over hell.
- I was splashed in the face with 1/2 cup of hot grease. Luckily I wear glasses so only got burns around the eyes. Grease covered my glasses. Freak accident as the spatula slipped and a 3 pound chunk of ground beef "rolled".
- I finally went broke (altho I am making more than ever). My first missed payment on 9-1 rolled into the second payment on 9-16 and on 9-21 to 9-23 a wire for $1270 was apparently sent.
- Yesterday I got a summons for jury duty. Which I suppose isnt that bad as I can make a few bucks from it.
But a tough month.
So today I wait on the wire. I am hoping maybe GFY can bring me luck. I have -$67 in my acct. 30 mins on my cell phone. A half tank gas in the car. (cant really go anywhere) and $3 to my name. It ALL depends on an intl wire from a country very far away that doesnt even speak English.
Thankfully a very good man who hangs out on GFY has agreed to loan me $250 until the wire comes thru. Then I will pay him back immediately. It was tough to ask. But I had to otherwise I get killed on NSFs Monday if the wire doesnt come thru today or tomorrow Friday. Plus maybe my bank wont even accept the charges anymore and then my hosting and Internet connection could have been cut off.
When the wire comes thru, I will finally be "home". I will have enough money and should not ever be in this place again. And it is a terrible place to be my friends. I have decent payments due next month but not until about the 10th (not counting this wire) which will now be paid thru Paxum so I can count on them. God bless Paxum.
So I am waiting on the wire. I cant think of much else, so I will post a few tunes and just wait now for the wire. Bring me luck GFY.
ive had enough of this continual rain
changes are coming no doubt
..at 6:30 am Thurs, no wire yet
they can't take the wire back, I have to "just wait". My info is 100% correct but I sort of feel like "forces" are against me lately.
i dont really expect anyone to be able to do anything
i am just coming home (like a cat) to the one place in life I found some love, to wait..
to wait for my life to finally change for the better