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So this is the former "girlfriend" of camperjohn in this scenario. I'm allergic to drama but I also cant stand the smell of bullshit so I'm compelled to post. I've been doing some interesting reading tonight on GFY. I forget why I even came over here now. I dont log in often (obviously). Thought I'd be in bed asleep a couple hours ago but wow. It's like a train wreck. I probably couldn't sleep now if I wanted to.
john and I have dated for three years. We've always had an open arrangement and agreed if one of us found a more ideal person we'd let the other know and no hard feelings. Of course that's harder to swallow (so to speak) when it actually happens and feelings have expanded to something you didn't intend (at least for me, and he started the gf/bf stuff), especially when you're on the receiving end of the dumping, but whatever. I play fair and I stuck to our agreement and have been dealing with my own emotions and insecurities. We even spent Saturday night together going to Gaslamp to check out all the drunks in costume and we had fun. Well at least I had fun.
I've worked in this industry for a decade plus. I stay behind the scenes so most people don't know me. I'm openminded. I've been to swingers clubs/parties, I've played at Lair De Sade, and yes, we did watch the porn videos john was in at my request. I even point out girls I think are hot (not into them in general, but I still appreciate what most would consider beautiful), especially the blonde ones in john's case since that's what he likes. Most guys think I'm pretty fucking cool because I'm so openminded and while I dont look like Mindy, I'm not ugly either. (I'm sure the trolls will say different. Whatever.) The only thing I want is the truth, and respect. Isn't that common courtesy in a relationship like this?
The thing that's really ringing in my head is the bragging about me getting there five minutes after Mindy left back in August before I knew anything about this because YOU, john, did not keep our agreement and tell me you had something on the line. That is so low, both the bragging online and not telling me when you should have. Where is the class that I know you possess somewhere down in there? You say I didn't piss you off, but seriously, WTF? Did you forget I'm not "content?"
You know that final exaggerated kick they always give the guy that's getting the beating in the movies? That's exactly what I'm feeling right now. Thanks for the lesson.
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