I don't know what the hell to do, now. A day or two after I found her in the basement laying there sick and hardly moving, showing mild signs of mania, she wanted to come and see me.
She did. She's back. She is terribly sorry and went and bought me a new wardrobe of clothes on a Kohls card they sent to her. She's acting like HERSELF. She had been to the hospital again, the ER doc did labs and they think she may be on her way to being hypo rather than hyper.
I don't know WHAT the hell to think or do now... we're both looking for jobs. Still broke. She's been staying at my place, we both had a little money and put it together to buy food and gasoline. My car is busted now so she's been driving me places.
She still wants to keep her new room, but has only managed to pay 100 on it
Hell
I am enjoying having her around as herself but scared to death that she'll thyroid out, again. I guess she was trying to save money going without one of her anti pills. That is why all of this happened, why she ended up in the ER. And apparently she caught strep throat, there. That is why she was laying in the basement that whole time - leveling out being back on meds and having strep..
I don't know maybe being loyal will pay off. She's a hell of a woman if she can get well. She's exceedingly intelligent, beautiful, I love her body and she adores giving blowjobs. She even has business experience(huge turn-on for me) Maybe she'll cause some more disasters. I do know that the last few weeks I had become a real dick ball asshole, she had caused so many issues and I had done so much for her, you know, but I caused a lot of her misbehavior when I was at MY breaking point.
I think now that I am not so much of an asshole and giving her a CHANCE to behave it might go a-lot better. Who knows, I don't know who's fault what was.
A job is what I need. And I need to be OUT of the middle of all of my families problems. Maybe I dig her because I crave excitement. I have kept company with dangerous ass bitches, before.. "I love a challenge" - "Houston, we have a problem" - "Frank, I may be in over my head, on THIS one"- Stay tuned
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