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Originally Posted by shimmy2
buy yourself some good pussy and and put this miserable chapter of your life behind you. i'm serious man get your passport and plane ticket today and you will question your own sanity once you return... if you so choose to. i've been in your shoes more times than i care to recollect. girls who -repeatedly- have fuckedup life experiences despite your help and good intentions do so for a reason. save yourself
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That is the best advice in the world. I am a new man when I get away from my family, and now I have THIS to deal with. Not sure WHY I hang around. I think I may be self punishing or some crazy horrible thing, myself. My memory is GONE I don't know if it was all the alcohol but I never burned weed. Not sure. But every time I leave and go to a somewhere like a Miami or Philadelphia or California or certain parts of South Texas, I am a NEW MAN. My attitude does a 180 and I seem to be capable of not being a complete fuckup, then.
I definitely hear you about the psycho bitches. Thing is, I am usually one who simply will not get involved with someone who has a fucked up life. These people you know the type "noting but problems, and they're all stupid ones" - I stay away from them. But then this one, I got a big fierce sense of loyalty toward this woman. I don't get close to many people, and when I do, fuck me man I really do, you know?
If she can get free of the religion programming, and get her body well, she is one hell of a woman. Sigh. I was programmed through christianity for many many years of my life. I ignored all kinds of proven facts just like she may end up continuing to do. Add the religion to the health issues and it equals an unwinnable puzzle for me, right? But I am a stubborn broken person.. or some kind of a thing
I have beat myself down and been beat down by this midwestern hell of a life.. you know in the song they're living a hell of a life, right, in the midwest you live a HELL of a life - being here so long has me to a point where I can't seem to find ANY motivation or ANY action left in myself - I am just a blob
The midwest. Your soul, it'll kill it.. your spirit, it'll stomp on it. All of the negative hateful assholes living everywhere coming out of the woodwork will sicken you to death. The slow stupid way they do everything will enrage you until you "get use to it" and then into oblivion
I never have paid for snatch and never will- don't see how anyone enjoys that- but I don't have a problem finding women for some god unknown reason. LoL.
Your advice is sage wise advice