Originally Posted by MrMaxwell

Ever since I stopped being a daily drunk, I still know when it would have been a drinking day. Where my brain kind of shuts down and thinks alcohol alcohol alcohol. It's like my brain does not want to do anything else. It wants me to drink.

And it could be a great day, a horrible one, no rhyme or reason to it. But it happens maybe once a week, sometimes every other week, sometimes it is a month between them.

But today is one and ... not drinking feels like I am a fish out of water .. still getting use to this.

Knowing one day drunk can make me lose everything - just as it has in the past - knowing how disappointed everyone would be - that keeps me from doing it

But what do you do on a sober drinking day?