Originally Posted by SleazyDream

Alex (back when he wasn't JUST Alex) HATES me cause he bought a banner from me years ago and he though that meant he could dictate what I said on the GFY, cause in his mind he was paying my salary. Reality was he was one of 40 banners I had in rotation at the time and there was a waiting list to get in to buy them. When Alex triumphantly said on GFY that he was a client and that I had to retract my statement, I told him to take his banner and shove it up his ass. It was a classic moment, but one that crushed Alex and defined him to many people for years to come. He wasn't able to escape the humiliation of his actions. He acted like an idiot and got caught, his master plan failed horribly, worse than he could ever imagine. People laughed and laughed for years and years at him for that one, it totally embarrassed him and he never fully mentally recovered from it. Honestly, I don't regret it either, Alex was acting like an ass, and totally stepped in it. It was time for him to man up, but instead he retracted into himself and became like gollum from lord of the rings, lurking in the shadows afraid of the light.

I do feel sad now though, cause it's gone on too long. It's messed him up, he wasn't able to handle the heat and it fried some circuits upstairs.

That's why he stalks me now. It's sad he hasn't let go for this many years, says a lot about the state of the mind of the poor guy now. It's to the point where I think he seriously needs to talk to a psychologist to help him to let go. There is genuine hatred in his postings about me, and to hold that for soo many years causes serious mental issues.

I think the best proof Alex needs help is Alex keep saying he makes/made more money than me. I never said how much money I make on GFY, how can Alex know if he makes/made more or not? But anyone even HINTS I made money in Adult and Alex is all over the posts like it's personal against him, saying he made more money than me. Why would I even care if Alex made more money than me or not? I have no idea who did or didn't. I do know I did pretty good for myself over the years, made more money then most doctors or lawyers make in their lifetime, but I still know there are hundreds of people who did way better then I did in this game as well.

I know Alex will make another pile of posts in this thread slamming me, he can't let go. My retirement will bother him more than if I stayed as he's got no one to focus his rage on now, and will have to accept it's within him and not external, hoping it will just go away. Problem is, without facing it and treating the root problem, it will resurface and cause him more problems in his personal life somewhere else.

Alex, please get help. I know I'm the person you least want to hear this from, but you need to work through your problems or you'll never get better. A few sessions with a psychologist will most likely work wonders for you, please look into it, even if you say bahhhhh on here, go secretly and see one. We all know you need help and I pray you get the help you need for your issues.

Be safe and take care of yourself Alex. Your mind is the most important thing God gave you, and it needs maintenance some times to get it back on track and working right.

(I'm not ashamed to say I've done it myself before on more than one occasion)

don't hate, hate will always tear you apart.