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Originally Posted by Forest
i struggled with this for a long time as well. I made the meetings my higher power for a long time. I knew they could help me stay clean.
Higher power does not have to be "god" related IMHO
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yeah i just wish there was more clarity on the website regarding the definition of God. Since they chose that word, i tuned out from even considering NA until i was thinking about fading to black.
good work on your time.
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Originally Posted by Rochard
I'm not a 12 stepper or anything, but I quit drinking about four years ago. I was the one who used to carry a Jager machine to shows. I quit after a trip to Vegas for Xbiz. I had a few beers out at the pool that first night and was dehydrated for the rest of my trip. It was horrible.
Since then I haven't had a drop to drink and I'm okay with it.
I also quit smoking too.
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everyone has a heyday, when using was amazing, your friends were in it, all seemed right with the world. then the party ends but you can't let go. i still struggle with memories of college, hearing songs, or thinking about old friends. makes me want to get high.