Since I stopped drinking ALL DAY - Every day...
Its weird cause you'd think if your permanently drunk, that time would just blur together, and when sober (and being aware of being in the 'moment') I would feel that days and weeks were longer...
But I dont. Example: I have a chinese meal every friday night. Back when I was drinking, it would be friday night, and I'd feel that I had not had a chinese for ages... But tonight is Chinese night again, and it feels like the last time I had it, was about 3 days ago...
Likewise, yesterday, I realised that it was a week ago, that a friend had come round with his Son, who had had a great report from school. I gave him a fiver as a reward for his effort... But again, it only seemed like a few days ago..
Its freaking weird.
You may wonder if there is a point to this post... In truth, there isnt. Well, actually, there is. I was considering having a drink.... But I decided to write this post instead, while I wait for the shop to open, so I can go and buy some milk to drink instead
