Loving family and a woman or two caused me to be poor financially, but not in the usual ways. I just got distracted by all of their shit and ran myself into the ground. I never let the women take or spend my money but I let family have a lot of it. Huge mistake. When a woman is with me, if she told me not to do something, that is just ridiculous. A woman telling me what to do flies in my airspace about as well as a lead toilet flies over the grand canyon there.
To make it you cannot have distractions. Period. That is the major lesson I have learned. I'll never let any of them get in the way of me making mine ever again. Ever. Period. Anyone who's worth my time wouldn't even want to.
I will end up making a lot of money again now that I understand this and FUCK love. The more I did for them and the more loyal I was, the worse ways they found to betray me. Wonderful angels, at first, then BLAM.
So for now suck my dick and make a sandwich and if you want to say or do anything troublesome shut the fuck up and get the fuck out first. It's like that, because it has to be.
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