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Originally Posted by InfoGuy
Perhaps I'm asking the obvious, but if you're good friends with her father in your small OH town, why isn't she living at home? What's he going to do to you when he finds out you exploited his daughter and turned her into a porn whore?
I agree with the others that taking her in is asking for loads of trouble. Resist the temptation.
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Without divulging things I know that are really none of my business anyway, home isn't exactly a stable, healthy environment. When it comes down to it, I really don't even think he'd care. It's pretty fucking sad the more I think about it. I would care more for my baby.
As she and I had planned, we met here tonight and spent about two hours discussing things before she took off. For real, I feel shitty about the whole thing. I feel like a total fucking asshole for even considering attempting to use her like I did.
I've got to be honest. She's a sweet girl. I know they can be fake when they need to, but we all can. She was real with me. No bullshit, no lies. She's a good girl stuck in a shit situation that I would hate to be in. Some of what she said and some of the things I've heard her father say just matched up way to well for me to think it's bullshit. I lost a ton of respect for that guy tonight. Tons. Being as it's winter and we're not full swing back to work for at least two months, he's a lucky mother fucker because I would bury him in hell if he was to report in tomorrow. Trust me. He better pray I forget a few things or at least lose the emotional edge before we get back into season. Otherwise, I'm going to bust his ass like he's a kid, and I will break him.
She's going to be fine. As I mentioned, I've got a good friend who can provide her with a place of her own, and I'm going to make sure she gets in and settled. Not on behalf of guilt, which I feel a ton of. On behalf of the fact that I know now, much better than I was willing to think, she got tossed a raw deal and she's just trying to keep her head above water. Once she's in and doing alright she and I can talk business. I have no interest in her in that fashion, but she knows plenty of girls who will be happy to provide what I'm looking for without any personal connections.
I feel like a total fucking asshole.
I've got some real soul searching to do because I was so off base here that we weren't even playing the same sport.
I can go on, I won't.