duk75

It was almost the most impressive thing when I first saw it.

It was almost -I repeat, only almost- as euphoric as seeing a beautiful girl and thinking of falling in love, while being a teenager.

But it does not make me feel like that any more. I miss that emotion... Although I miss more to fall in love as a teenager, as an adult it is not as intense.

Now the closest thing to euphoria for me is what I feel with some strange music, but it only lasts a few seconds, not even the whole song...

Making pornographic websites is not very fun, although not as fastidious as a "real" job, it is not as fun as working in writing a love letter being young.

The worst thing is that I am not really old...