Originally Posted by Fungus

I was very proud when I was in the fire dept as a medic firefighter then divorce drove me to drink and drugs very very disappointed at myself for that, then got my life str8 went to gym was looking tight, saw my abs first time in my life then cancer struck me down. Lost everything again my house, my car, truck two boats and almost my life if that wasn't bad enough I had 3 heart attacks 4 stints placed.

Now I am back never lost my kids thank god, had custody of both my boys still do. But when I lost everything we had to move back home to mommy and now she is disabled and my sister is bed ridden with a 9 year old girl. It is hard to leave because all my money goes to their bills, food, everything they need I try to get it for them. I have to miss work at times when mom can not get out of bed. Other then that the hosting company I started is really starting to grow and do real good.

So yes I am NOW proud of myself. I lost then fought and now I am winning. One day I hope to make enough to support my mom and sister and kids and have another place for me and my boys. But it could be a whole lot worse ya know!

Tom