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Sounds like you really really wanted to kill someone. Like you have been craving it for a long time. Kinda like I imagine some cops must feel after years (or decades) on the force and never getting a chance to use their service weapon - they must be just DYING for a chance to blow someone away, dreaming about it at night.
If you were as calm as you claim, no raised heartbeat and blast of adrenaline as that door was being pounded in? Then you are a sociopath plain and simple. And the "headshot" thing just means you aren't familiar with standard firearms self defense training.
You see stories all the time about bullets passing through heads and the person doesnt even feel it let alone go down. Also a head is a hard target to hit.
As I said before the odds are vastly in the favor of that intruder taking a shot or two then getting to you and a wrestling match for the gun would ensue - having a gun there would far more likely get your lady friend killed than protect her. The NRA's dirty little secret.
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