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Originally Posted by CDSmith
Sounds more like you were happy and she wasn't. Either you were oblivious to her unhappiness or it's a case of someone's true colors taking a decade to reveal itself.
Either way this will look a whole lot different a year or two from now. Doesn't help you now of course, but if you can't get a handle on the depression there's always good old Dr Zoloft.
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She seemed happy for all those years and even a few months before the shit happened she was telling me she loves me and that she does not imagine life without me. So my surprise was big when the shit happened.
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Originally Posted by beerptrol
Its not how you fall, but how you pick yourself back up! Any female that does that to you after 10yrs isn't worth crying or being depressed over!
Get out there and get a job or side job(s), it's nice to have a main project but you have to make sure you have money coming in and not rely on someone else to pay the bills while working on said project. Maybe start some small projects(sites)
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Well, I've been actually talking about 2 projects, one big I have been developing for 6 years that has to wait right now, and a smaller one that is already ready and just needs only 8-12 months to bring money that will be enough for making the living but at this very moment I can't do anything, I just need to stay strong and plan moving out cause I can't afford the rent.