you are a grown man.
shitting your diaper more isn't going to make mommy run faster to make everything better for you.
99% of your obstacles are self-created.
if something is in your way. get rid of it.
spend your day forcing yourself to do things you don't want to do until you are in a better space.
or alternately let the lower self of you win and suck dicks and the glass pipe until you od or die of aids in the street like a dog.
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