Originally Posted by Webmazter

Somehow, I feel a bit better after reading your comments people.
I knew this is the best and only place to post it.
I've always tended to think this forum has quite a condensation of intelligent people.
And yeah most of you are probably right, probably I would be saying similar things if I wasn?t in a such situation myself. I guess I just needed to hear it from someone else.
Keep the posts coming.

I mostly did what I did yesterday cause of the feeling at the exact moment.
I know I can live and be successful and maybe even happy one day.
It was just the mental pain I could not stand at the moment. I would probably be more than alright if I could shut down the thinking about what I don?t want to think. But it?s hard to do it. Thoughts keep coming back all the time like endless boomerang.