Why is it so hard to just click on logout and forget about it?
Wait a few days until you have cooled off and make a new user name and start over.
Yeah I know you will never come back yadda yadda yadda but GFY is in your blood.
You will be one of us forever.
Just don't get why you are so worried about living the lie.
It is over. Nothing you say will ever chance anything and you know that. At least you should by now.
It is the reality of it.
So just accept it. I forget what stage is after denial but the sooner you get past it and move on to the next step the sooner you can complete the healing process and live a better life.
That is from the heart

Now go fuck yourself