Sad to hear that...
I don't know about meds, but when I was in a similar situation like you, that was maybe eight years ago when I didn't work and I had plenty of free time, so I felt miserable because I was useless.
Then I found things to do that made me feel better. It was nothing special in the beginning, but after a month or two, it was clear that I had too much time to think, basically, so I would force myself into depression, so to speak.
Do more of what makes you happy. Good luck!
