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Originally Posted by ilovecfnm
im sitting here and dont know what to do, i have been doing this adult stuff for the past 12 years and this is what I know to do. It could not come in a worst time, since I have a daughter that is 1 yo and I have to take care of a mother(mom of my daughter) that cant take care of herself. She is fuckin squeezing everything out of me...
I really need to find a new career and do some other stuff in my life, im really tired of this adult shit... I want to do something so my daughter could be proud of me;( the hard part is that im in a foreign country and cant work here, only online. Luckily I did save for the bad times, lets hope something good will happen soon or everything will fall apart.
Hope everyone could figure out what they will do if porn really stops selling. Good luck all, we are all humans after all and everyone should have the basic needs to survive.
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whatever path you choose props for recognizing you need a change. I look at it this way, life is really fucking short and we all only get one go-around. It's a waste to spend 8/10/12 hours a day doing things you don't enjoy, that you're not proud of.
if I were you I'd stop thinking about options in binary 'adult'/'mainstream' terms though. why not think about what you enjoy, your skill sets, your priorities and let the ideas come to you? pre-sorting them into two arbitrary categories serves only to knee-cap your creativity and imagination. which you need,
esp living abroad
as far as the 'daughter being proud of you' concern, speaking as one if it helps, it probably won't be a big deal to her either way if you live a life that teaches her kindness, strength, compassion, generosity, accountability, imagination, ethics and reason. you can do that (or lack that) in any field, including adult
wish ya good luck