Porn is not dead and probably will continue to sell far after we are dust in the wind, that being said, there is plenty of hope for you. It sounds to me that you got caught up in a family life now and priorities are shifting, perfectly normal. Sad to read she is squeezing all your creativity out of you, if it feels like this I can understand that porn is the blame of the life you have now. But its not a reason to throw away your knowledge, you sound like a person who knows some stuff and this is a great value for your future.
Post a " Hire me " thread, and explain to the industry who you are. Someone will pick it up and continue with you and help you to grow more. I have good hopes for you!
Good luck!
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