Dude, you have much more class, work ethic and are more grounded than a HUGE chunk of people in this industry.
I have met a lot of people being new in the industry, and i can honestly say that you ahve been one of the FEW that even though i new nothing, and there was no way that i could make you money in any way, sat down and had a conversation with me the first time we met in MOntreal....and even bought me a fukin drink! (usually is newbies dishing out the drinks)
Dude, hope you are feelin better and dont you worry.....how boring would life be if it was all just hot gurls and partying, gotta deal with some BS here and there to keep you on your toes
Spotter