?I remember walking up the steps into the trailer and turning towards my left and he was at the back of the trailer, and just ? his penis was out, and he sort of tried to draw me close to it. He was hard. I remember my face being brought close to his penis. I can?t remember how my face got close to his penis, but I do remember that the idea was that I was going to give him a blow job. I didn?t, and I left.
It was like an out-of-body experience. I just tried to swiftly get out of the room. I pretended it hadn?t really happened. I kept moving because it was part of my job, and I knew he was, at the time, a very important guy, and certainly important to me. I trusted him. That?s what?s always so weird. I liked him. That?s part of why it?s so painful, because of the level of innocence one brings to these things. I felt responsible, that I must have indicated in some way that I was available for this.?
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Check out this negative review left on Amazon for her book. It may provide some context as to why she is doing this:
"What a disappointing read. The suicide of a young Rhodes Scholar seems to be an excuse for a self absorbed memoir about a self absorbed Jessica who resorts to blaming others for her abusive relationships. Accusing her brothers of disinterest and her mother of not caring or being clairvoyant enough to know what was happening to her. One wonders what the affect her compulsively strange behavior has on her own daughters. The only mystery I find here is how this book can gender as many positive reviews as it has. Rachael J."
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