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Split With Fiance
Split with fiance up after 4 years of no arguments, just fun good times and love.
I'm drunk and high in Canada both legal so no judgement (you can judge if you want)
Lovable (too lovable if you ask me) Korean fiance always wanted to join the forces, applies for naval officer, she gets accepted. Goes to basic training in Quebec. All is good for the first month stays in contact as much as possible. eventually starts to sound distant, I ask what's the deal? She says she met another guy on base. I end it instantly, block all contact with her, almost no way of ever hearing form her again.
Been smoking weed like crazy trying to alter my mind state, going to the lounge daily since. swiping tinder like mad, temporary solution, Seems to help. Best thing to do is engulf myself in public as much as possible, don't want those depressing thoughts creeping up.
Anyway, hoping you're all enjoying the day lol.
Another day a new beginning.
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