man I'm so sorry :/
know how it feels. been about two months since I broke up with my husband/partner of over 14 years (would have been 15 in january) and while it was very painful to do (he wasn't cheating on me, just stopped being kind and nothing seemed to work to fix it) it hasn't been long and despite the initial devastation I am now VERY much enjoying being single again
you're doing all the right things. blaze and recover for a day or two, then work out, shower and get outside. meet people, see your friends, get laid and rediscover how much fun 'new' is. rinse and repeat
I know it's hard though. now hang in there and go have some fun
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