Originally Posted by Grapesoda

no this has been going on since the early 90's and I was only disabled the for first time in 2000. I'm not frustrated at all about this situation. I have a spiritual solution for issues like this.

I see my thinking and or mind as a separate but equal part to 'the real world' in other words, 2 worlds, 2 units that function together. and I keep them separated like wild dogs that hate the fuck out of each other...

in other word I don't let issues from the real world affect my spiritual center... the shoulders work ,all the stuff is just stuff my body goes though. my mind and spirt are separate and I do not let them get affected by my, what would be considered struggles by others. I see and experience only 'things I do during the day with my body' what's the big fucking deal, right?

and the other side of that is keeping my spirit in line with the universe and NOT allowing any weird thinking or bad ideas to upset my day to day reality life...

so I keep real life and my mind apart like 2 gun powered pit bulls...