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Originally Posted by dyna mo
nothing wrong with pain pills if you haven't had issues with them before.
I've had 4 elbow surgeries over the past year, and used them with no issue.
no sense in being in pain.
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it's not that for me, it's the condition of my spirt when I use opiates, I started using opioids when I was 12. I'm not sure you will understand however that matters little to me. not that I do not value you or your opinion, just that this is non negotiable issue for me.
when I use opiates I feel entitled and expect people to do what I want.... not like a fucking shot caller or anything.. I find the edges of what I consider to be creepy behaviors slippin into my mind. I can't really tolerate any thing like that. any amount of it.... when I did use the pills for about 6 months, I felt horrible all the time in my spirt, drained and awkward. every morning it was like coming out from under water and then I had to take the fucking pills and start it up again I hated every fucking day of that shit . I took the pills for 1day after the surgery. life is like a box of fucking chocolates right? you get what you fucking get....
