Ok I'll help you understand.
I was always anti religious all my life.. Pretty hardcore anti religious...
Then something happened in my life where I needed something to happen that was impossible for me to make happen through my own means...
so I just prayed for it... for a while..
and it happened... coincidence? maybe... But all I know is that I prayed for a very specific thing that was out of my control... and I got it.
so at that point.. I chose to believe.. Not hurting me any to believe..
But it might be hurting you if you don't.
