Originally Posted by JesseQuinn

props on the dogs portion but for the rest? do you think this is your best choice? will grieving something extra hard because of some stupid day on a calendar (I have never celebrated it, ever, kinda biased against corporate 'holidays') assist you in healing in any way?

if so, cool. enjoy! (sincerely)

if not, how bout this: be your furry ones (their time with us is fleeting, breathe in the pleasure of every moment you have), watch some docs, blaze more than you drink and do at least 20 mins of activity. ideally before you start blazing.

blast some music and clean your place from top to bottom, dance like a manic with the curtains drawn, go for a run or walk, just something to get those endorphins flowing. as the evening approaches hire some company. I'm serious. be nice to her, talk to her like a person, enjoy her company. if you two vibe pay for her to stay the night so neither of you have to check the clock.

enjoy something new. person, experience, stuff that's fresh

does that make sense?

whatever you do big hugs kid, hang in there and please have some fun